Block Tests

I feel like I'm the only one who is eager to know my results for the block tests.

Not because I know I will do exceptionally well, but more like getting back the test papers asap so I can learn from the stupid mistakes I made. 

I am definitely NOT an A student now but it just makes me happy knowing that I improved since last year. 

I got straight Us for mid years last year and I still remember how Ms Tay was visibly disappointed and even spoke to me personally u_u That made me want to work hard, although I was still a lazy piece of shit.

But then somehow I managed to meet the promotion criteria for promos and still kept my 4H2 subjects.

I still feel I don't deserve to take 4H2s though. Maybe if I prove myself to myself (and no not mister HO HO HO. I don't give a fuck about what he says) for mid years then I'll feel better about myself. 

Hopefully I can sustain such positive energy by the end of this term LOL

Anyways school has been busy busy busy. I hope the funfair will be happening, guitar concert will be full house, and everything else to be smooth sailing. 

I realised that my hair stops getting shiny if I have there consecutive nights with less than 7 hours of sleep T_T how tragic. 

And my skin!!!! It's horrible. I mean it is still acne free (kinda) but it isn't glowy and radiant anymore I hate school. School is making me ugly. 

How superficial eh but I don't care if I look good I feel good. 

It is kinda pissing me off that we haven't gotten back all the test papers yet but anyway here are my horrible results that I am kinda happy about 

GP: dk yet haha but I'll most probably fail and I wrote absolute nonsense. 

Econs: 13/50

So fab. That's what you get for not giving a shit about econs sob 

Chem: 68/100

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and I got Us last year. Looks like organic chemistry is my lucky star. Actually I've always liked organic chem hmm.... During sec 4 the only reason why I did so well for chem suddenly was because of organic chem. 

Math 44.6/100 

Yayyyyy I'm one of the 9 people in class that passed. Looks like vectors and all the other small random topics about integration and differentiation and probability area lucky stars lol 

Bio: idk but I hope I don't fail. Although I will because I didn't study the ethical issues about genetic modification. Fuck dat.

Oh yes I got an A for my Chinese!!!!!!! It's really weird but I feel thankful. 

And PW results coming out this coming Monday. Fuck. 

I hope I get an A. But I screwed up my OP. Ok idk sigh.

Bye I'll do work now. 

jaslynnxxx