OP and vaccination

Play this song while you're reading this. It's an order. But really though, it's a really lovely song that's rather heartbreaking u_u

SOOOO............ Project work is finally over!
You have no idea how long, arduous and excruciating this entire journey was.
I have no hopes for getting an A though. I have a very strong feeling that I'll be getting a B. But that's okay, because I really tried my best. PW is just one big fuckery.

I was so stressed yesterday night because I couldn't say my speech without stumbling u_u My sister being a total annoying bitch did not help too. She's the type that will keep being an annoying ass despite many attempts to tell her to shut the fuck up. Even if I told her nicely, she will still continue being a total nuisance. So I cried ;__; And it totally worked because
a) I managed to get her out of the room
b) she kept her mouth shut for the rest of the night, albeit pissed out.
c) I got tons of hugs from my parents wtf ._.
But HEY, don't think I really cried for nothing okay. I was honestly really stressed and worried for OP and the tears wont stop wtf
T_T
Come to think of it, the only other time I broke down because of exam stress was after the "O" Level English paper, because I really fucked it up (and got A2 BOOOOO) and was so pissed out at myself.

So.... During the actual OP today, I didn't do great. I even managed to speak so freaking fast WTFFFFFF
I spoke fast but I hardly stumbled on any words wtf. So when I try to speak slowly, words get tangled on my tongue, but when I speak real quick, the words just shoot out seamlessly like a rifle. ok can.

Nania told me that my voice was like some cute, innocent and nice girl's voice .__. I have no idea how to react to that comment because.... HEY I AM NICE AND INNOCENT just not cute oops. My voice is really weird though. It has great.... Flexibility.
One day I can sound like a man, and another I can sound like a 10 year old girl. Is this my only talent?

For Q&A section, I did not predict that question AT ALL. So I was pretty much screwed. But what's done is done, and there is no use thinking so much about it.

Oddly enough, I don't feel any sadness or happiness that OP is over. I feel oddly neutral; like nothing ever took place. Like I was in my own transient bubble. Like I never gave PW any shits. Peculiar.
Everything just went by in a whirl. I have no vivid memories of what happened during the entire PW journey. Maybe it is better this way.

With Shivaa!
I like that Xinxuan is smiling so perfectly at the background lol

Finally a group photo :D
Honestly, I feel thankful for these group mates, as they are very non-aggressive ._.
As I am a very very very straightforward and bitchy person, I feel extremely grateful that there is no other outward pissy bitch person in this group. If not, he/she would surely engage in some screaming competition with me every god-damn PW meeting wtf. Yes I'm a horrible person to work with mainly because I only trust myself. But then in the end all of them proved to be trustworthy (that is, capable of giving quality work) and that was really lovely.

Can you imagine if I were in the same group as Jerrold? I can already visualise me screaming at him because he insists on using Helvetica instead of Arial for the WR font. Or even the placement of pictures. Or even arguing about using powerpoint insteafd of Pretzi.

If I were in the same group as Yongwei, I'd probably piss him off because I tend to think that my ideas are the best too. I also dislike to take orders from people so I can imagine Yongwei cursing me under his breath LOL

Mister Jin and Laura

:D ~_~ ._.

When he used my phone to take such shots, I told him, " you know that these photos are going to end up on my blog right. " 

Here you go hahah

Laura suddenly creeped up behind me when I had my back towards her. I wondered what she was doing when I turned back and she just smiled at me innocently LOL
So I just continued speaking to Shivaa normally ._. Until I saw these photos on my phone then I realised what happened LOL SO DUMB.
And yes my size 34 shirt and 27 skirt is a million times bigger for me.


After OP ended, Shivaa and I went to find Irmalisa to chill out with her before her OP started! They were super sweet oh my gosh T_____T
They bought for me this bracelet with some feather and peace sign charms on it T__T
And what made it even more special was that both of them had the same bracelet too!!! Only in different colors. Mine is pink, Irmalisa's is blue and Shivaa's is white. Although this is a really small gesture, I really appreciate it. After all, the things that matter are the small things that make you feel loved.

Originally a snapchat to sangee but I saved it because Jerrold looks like a worm here lol

After they left for their OP exam, I decided to go home and sleep before going to the polyclinic to get my vaccination. The nurse was a really lovely lady who obviously finds joy in her job. Damn I wish I was as cheerful as her! Also, I learnt that my Grandfather's birth certificate is Japanese. How interesting.

*update* This blog post took a week to write wtf mainly because I was always distracted by whatever nonsense. Damn it.

jaslynnxxx