Because I am female, I cannot use the word "fuck"

Mere moments ago, my dad scolded me for saying "fuck you" while on the phone with Brandon.

He also mentioned that I am a girl and therefore I cannot use the word fuck. 

And I asked, so if I'm a boy, i can use the word fuck? And he said yes. He fucking said yes. How dare he say yes? 

In addition, he said that I do not understand the meaning of "fuck". Oh I am very very very well acquainted with the meaning of fuck. With urban dictionary around, who the fuck doesn't know the meaning and many different levels of fuck there is? Fuck off. 

He also added that "girls get fucked, boys fuck". And if I say "fuck you" to a boy, he would be very happy. So I shouldn't use the word. 

Because I am female, I cannot use a word that implies the meaning of sex and vulgarity.

Because I am female and my father is well, male, he is able to have a say in what I say. It doesn't make any sense. I am not a slave. He did not pay for me. Or pick me up from a dustbin to raise me up to become his domestic worker. 

I have my own thoughts and I feel like nothing should override them.

I think his sexist way of thinking is very fucking disgusting. And fucked up. It's the 21st century. Everyone knows everything due to the internet. But we choose what we do with the information. I choose to throw the word "fuck" wherever and however I please to do so. 

I choose who I want to respect. And it is not you, father. 

But of course, all thoughts are relevant. I just choose the school of thought I want to believe in and fight for. 

Because I am female, I am unable to utter a word that is all over the internet and on the mouths of so many people. 

Because I am female. 

How many girls have been denied of things, just because those things and authority have been assumed to be men's for ages? 

Many.

I refuse to subscribe to your school of thought, father. I refuse and despise anyone who thinks the same as you. Anyone who starts their thought process with "because you're a girl..." Is irrelevant to me. I don't go "because you're a boy....." (you can't wear a tutu skirt. You can't use a pink pen. You can't wear a low cut v neck. You can't like ruffles. You can't wear makeup. You can't wear your hair a certain way.) I don't think these things. Everyone is free to do whatever they want and there should be no gender restrictions on whatever they wish and want to do. 

Nobody is ever free.

This is too idealistic.

But sometimes, it is nice to fight for a perfect world.

Who knows? One day a utopia will come.

But of course with people whom I deem as idiots still survive in the world... I doubt this utopia will arrive anytime soon. I doubt any pleasant chnage will sweep across the world soon with regards to gender equality. 

jaslynnxxx