Trepidation

I guess that from Friday to today, it has been largely good. Largely good because I did quarrel with Brandon :( but we got it all resolved n_n sometimes I feel like we like each other more after we quarrel. It's like we remind ourselves to cherish one another ._. 

Anyway. 

Today was a really anxious day. However I do feel thankful for the odd energy and positivity five hours of sleep has given me. Normally people will feel like dying but no I was bouncy and all over the place AHAHHA 

Today was an anxious day because we were getting back our GP Biology and Project Work results!!!!! 

but anyway I already knew I would fail GP so it wasn't a huge shock when I received my block test u_u 

For biology I got 44.6 (¬_¬) sighhh but I guess it's way better than my straight Us and Ss last year so I'm quite neutral about this n_n 

... Project Work T_T 

Before 12pm I was singing with Jerrold and when it was time, he asked me if I wanna go check the results with him. I was suddenly fearful of what's there to come and honestly I had no idea what to expect. It was quite terrible.. To know that you put so much effort but yet have zero clue or certainty about your rewards... It's painful. 

When I went to check my results, I got the biggest shock of my life.

I GOT AN A YIPEEEEEEEEEE

I really couldn't contain my happiness when I saw it. 

But then it dawned on me that there were people who put in equal or even more effort than me but still didn't achieve an A u_u 

What was worse is that somebody by the certain name of Daniel Yeo was awarded with an A. When he did not contribute a single word to his group at all.

For the entire year, he was MIA from school and lessons and even PW meetings. He never contributed to any aspect of the group work ever, only busying himself with individual pieces and his own school work. 

What was worse is that despite doing horribly for his OP and individual work, he got an A. 

An A that would be better deserved if it belonged to someone else.

In a way, he stole someone's A. I feel like he is unworthy of getting this grade. It's a fake grade. A grade that never belonged to him anyway. He was and is the epitome of a freeloader. Even now. He just leeched off the class fund of $70 because he refused to pay his character development fund!!' And honestly that fund is a piece of crap if students like Daniel Yeo are churned out from this school. 

TL;DR

some people are freeloaders and just have all the luck in the world, while others who are more deserving don't get what they should. The world is an unfair place. 

Anyways xinxuan actually thanked me for being her PW group mate haha awwww I thank everyone of my PW group mates too. Without you guys we won't achieve it together. 

jaslynnxxx