I'm scared.
Apparently there are only 134 (??) days left to the a levels. That is not a lot of time. Frankly I feel like I will be fked if I continue at this rate.
It's time to change my habits. I hope it isn't too late.
When I attended college day.. It struck me that so many students actually got such good results. I feel like I can do it too. Actually, anyone can. As long as they are determined, know their purpose for studying and are not lazy haha
I'm feeling oddly optimistic now.
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This year has been such a happy year.
I got to be part of the organising committee of two events (x country and family day :D) and frankly they were all fun. Planning these events also taught me a whole lot about communication with people, writing proposals and taking initiatives and responsibilities. It is something that I won't be able to learn of I didn't sign up for those.
This year was also fun because I got to perform quite a few times. Not that I'm AA or what luh but if you understand what I mean, performing in front of a crowd is truly satisfying. Not in that fame hungry way, but rather, satisfying because you know that you have something you want to share with people, be it a talent or just a song you like. It doesn't matter actually. There is this weird high I get after performing and it humbles me when people come up to me and tell me I did a good job n_n
It makes my effort recognised and of course.. Who doesn't want their effort / talent to be recognised? (I hope ppl don't take this the wrong way and say I'm cocky wtf mini disclaimer because people are always so easy to jump on things)
This year was also fun because.. I feel like I'm enjoying lessons more and more. I'm learning how to love doing my tutorials now. I really hope it isn't too late.
Now now I will need to do up the AAR lol ok bye
jaslynnx
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