100 days

please listen to this. It is the most beautiful thing I have heard in a while and I want to share it with you all.

a hundred days.
it sounds like a lot of days.
to put it in perspective, there are 14 weeks left.

14 weeks isn't a lot of time.

But i believe many things can change in a hundred days.

as afraid I am (hence the short sentences), I still hope and believe that I will be fine

I hope that I do not lose sight of my goals and continue to work hard, even if it means I have to do it on my own.

mid years has been ok to me

I got an E for GP (hmmmm ok whatever no change in standard. just as horrible as before)
D for chem (I really regret this because I could have easily gotten two grades higher)
D for bio (it's great because the highest i ever got was an S not even an E)
U for math (I regret this too because.. sigh)
U for econs (guess i am not as good i think i am at this shit)

if i get this for the a levels
i will go knock on heaven's door.

I hope everyone will work hard together with me
I dont want anyone to fall into the abyss of regret.
and I shall remind myself not to, too