maybe if everything wasn't so replaceable...

ok basically i have to restore my iphone now because when i tried to update the OS some shit happened (it was stuck in a loop, i believe) and yay so now i have to restore this piece of metal and lose everything i ever liked in my phone.

what about backup??

oh well sista my backup was done the last time i fkin blogged and there were so many things happening b/w the last time i backedup and now and i am so fkin pissed i think i might backup every fkin day from now on.

anyway.

Photos.. bb said he can recover them.

I want back my notes. I copied and pasted a few text messages i held dear.

the games.. or whatever.. i dont care.

I just want back the notes I wrote in my phone.

i dont know what to feel, actually.

maybe we shouldnt treat such things.. memories.. as important as they should be?
and live in the moment instead?

I'm conflicted